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February 02 swimming这几年过的很快。快得偶尔还会签个前年的日期，仿佛去年都浑然不觉，面目不熟，何至于就到了今年？ 当初，好不容易爬到20岁时，过了个郑重其事的生日，自我宣告以后的日子必将一步一个脚印，迈向“我要的一切”，嗯！ 如今五年过去，竟觉着这日子根本不是走过来的，是游过来的……埋头苦游，不问方向，一抬头换气，已将大段岁月划之身后，或隐忍或寂寞，都不留痕迹，惟有那亟亟呼入的清新成为旅程的意义。 我要的一切？可笑。没有溺死已是大幸。 January 10 to you这不是一篇声泪的控诉，这是一篇我最爱的你 我也许没有告诉你，我最爱的你，是在我生气时紧紧搂着我不让我跑开的你……
我最爱的你，是在我背后突然兴起把我抱起来荡两下或飞转一圈的你…… 我最爱的你，是在我下班进门时笑嘻嘻迎上来动手动脚一下的你…… 我最爱的你，是在我手忙脚乱做饭时晃到厨房来环住我的腰捣乱一下的你…… 我最爱的你，是在人群里揽过我的肩膀把我夹在臂下一起逛荡的你…… 我最爱的你，是在冬天的车站等候时解开大衣把我裹进怀里的你…… 我最爱的你，是在我哇哇喊疼时出其不意凑过来吻我一下的你…… 我最爱的你，是在睡觉时不自觉拿住我的手贴在你胸口的你…… 我最爱的你，是在我们闹翻后不一会儿过来搭讪还逗我笑场的你…… 我最爱的你，是在电影院里莫名其妙抓过我的手端详一下还把手背贴向嘴唇的你…… 我最爱的你，是在一起回家的车厢坐在我躺的铺边温柔有趣的看着我好久没有移开目光的你…… 我最爱的你，是在视频那边和我一起疯笑傻笑痴笑穷笑最后对着镜头装乖说声我爱你的你…… 这些可爱的你我都没有开口要求过，是你一开始就自然天成的带给我的惊喜和甜蜜。 想告诉你我很怀念，我很珍惜，我很满足。 也许你和我不开心时想到的都是同样一些可爱的我，但我却没有经常用这些温暖我的心，软化我的棱角，只是在心里不断受纳回味它们，然后要求更多。 这一次，不打招呼，一天之内，你居然从遥远的电话那头变魔术一般站到我的门前按响门铃，为了平息我挑起的这一场不情之战…… 感动不言而喻。 李琳说，爱应该是两个人一起营造的一种情绪，亲密包容被感动被依恋，还要适当的呼吸空间。这些做起来却不容易，我们把握不好平衡，还有很多要调整，但我知道你在努力，我爱这样爱我的你。 November 16 kiss goodbye车开动的那一刹 瞪着雨水模糊的车窗，和窗后示意我离开的他 突然就推翻了回去的想法 小跑两步追上去，拉开车门 伞合上时雨水滴到了脖子上，一片冰凉 心里却开始回暖 还是想送他到机场 那样，至少这几分钟，我不必面对别离… 三年了，这样迎来送往，机场，车站，车站，机场 每隔几月就会上演。有时我在窗后，有时他在窗后 我以为我会练就挥别的平静，其实却从未 止步于一个伸手可及的地方看他消失总比想象的要难 我一再的，被那一刻的煎熬打败 直到终须一别。 那一次，我坐火车走，他依旧送到站台 车厢门关上时，我站在里边，他站在外边 中间隔着一层玻璃，却听不到说话 车没有开，我们就傻傻的站着，头上扣着各自的帽兜朝对方笑 车里的灯光把我的影子映在了他的影子上 看上去你中有我，我中有你 像两个玻璃人儿 那酸涩的美好，一辈子也忘不了 可是可是 什么时候，才可以不再贪恋他的背影，不再远离他的目光呢？ October 23 back to poetryzz我当然是岛屿 by 蔡康永
我當然是島嶼 這我早已知道 誠然 , 島上物種稀少 ,景色乏味 好在 島嶼位於季風和洋流交錯之地 得以迎接隨風飄來的種子 迎接隨雨降落的飛蟲 迎接迷路的蟹 ,和美麗貝類 我也迎接折斷翅膀的鳥 迎接被沖上岸來的 無名動物的死屍 我也迎接被詛咒的船長 , 被隔離的罪犯 迎接被放逐的祖先 , 被完全忘記的遠征軍隊 還有, 我也迎接被嘲弄的海妖 以及 , 被愛所拋棄的人魚 我當然是島嶼 這我早已知道 而且我也知道 ,在水的下面 看不見的地方 我仍然連著某塊巨大的陸地 當那天又到來時 陸塊又會轟然移動 而我 , 以及所有連著的島嶼 也又會身不由己的 跟著被推移 ,被擠壓 又會有火山和海嘯 盡情的清除島嶼上 , 我曾經迎接的一切 但 有什麼關係呢 ? 我無非是又被清理成 , 另一副模樣的荒島 而這次 也許 我就只迎接你了 May 20 she's not Rachel《老友记》最动人片断之Ross and Rachel
（第二季）208 The One With the List
[Scene: Chandler and Joey's apartment. Ross is up in arms about the Rachel/Julie situation.] CHAN: Ok, all right, look. Let's get logical about this, ok? We'll make a list. Rachel and Julie, pros and cons. Oh. We'll put their names in bold, with different fonts, and I can use different colors for each column.
ROSS: Can't we just use a pen?
CHAN: No, Amish boy.
JOEY: Ok, let's start with the cons, 'cause they're more fun. All right, Rachel first.
ROSS: I don't know. I mean, all right, I guess you can say she's a little spoiled sometimes.
JOEY: You could say that.
ROSS: And I guess, you know, sometimes, she's a little ditzy, you know. And I've seen her be a little too into her looks. Oh, and Julie and I, we have a lot in common 'cause we're both paleontologists, but Rachel's just a waitress.
CHAN: Waitress. Got it. You guys wanna play Doom? Or we could keep doing this. What else?
ROSS: I don't know.
JOEY: Oh, her ankles are a little chubby.
CHAN: Ok, let's do Julie. What's wrong with her?
ROSS: [long pause] She's not Rachel.
——除却巫山不是云
（第五季）501 The One After Ross Says Rachel
[Scene: Ross’s Wedding, continued from last season, the Minister is about to marry Ross and Emily.]
Minister: Friends. Family. We are gathered to celebrate here today the joyous union of Ross and Emily. (Time lapse) Now Ross, repeat after me. I Ross...
Ross: I Ross...
Minister: Take thee, Emily...
Ross: Take thee, Rachel...(All his friends have looks of shock on their faces. He realizes what he said. Quickly he says.) Emily. (A slight chuckle.) Emily.
Minister: (Looking and feeling awkward. he looks towards Emily.) Uhh...Shall I go on?
Rachel: (To the woman sitting in front of her) He-he said Rachel, right? Do you think I should go up there?
Emily: Yes, yes, do go on.
Minister: I think we’d better start again. Ross, repeat after me. I, Ross…
Ross: I, Ross…
Minister: Take thee, EM-I-LY…
Ross: Take thee, (Glares at the Minister) Emily. (Chuckles) Like there’d be anybody else. (Emily is glaring at him.)
Minister: As my lawfully wedded wife, in sickness and in health, till death parts us.
——最无欺的潜意识，最深的期待
（第六季）614 The One Where Chandler Can’t Cry
[Scene: Monica and Chandler's, time lapse, Ross is entering. Chandler and Monica are at the kitchen table. Rachel is on the couch reading.]
Chandler: Hey.
Ross: (To Rachel) You uh, you may have been right about Jill.
Rachel: Oh! I knew it! What happened?
Ross: Umm, she kissed me.
Rachel: What?! You kissed!
Chandler: (To Monica) Maybe we should give them some privacy.
Monica: (To Chandler) Shhhh!!!
Ross: Look, I uh, I tried not to kiss her, okay?
Rachel: Well, it doesn’t sound like it! I mean, it’s pretty easy not to kiss someone, you just don’t kiss them! See look at us, right now, not kissing!
Ross: Let me finish, okay? She started kissing me and-and I didn’t stop it. I guess I-I just wasn’t thinking…
Rachel: Yeah that’s right you weren’t thinking! Y’know what? Let me give you something to think about! (She pulls up her sleeves and steps towards him.)
Ross: Oh wait—hold it! But then I started thinking and I stopped the kissing.
Rachel: Oh, well thank you for taking your tongue out of my sister’s mouth long enough to tell me that.
Ross: Look I-I realize if anything were to happen with me and Jill then nothing could ever happen with us!
Rachel: What?!
Ross: No, I mean, look I don’t know if anything is going to happen with us, again. Ever. But I don’t want to know that it-it never could. So I stopped it and she got mad and broke my projector.
Rachel: Wow. I, I don’t even know what to say. Thank you. (Gently kicks him.)
Ross: You’re welcome. (Gently kicks her back.)
(Chandler starts crying.)
Monica: Oh my God! Are-are you crying?
Chandler: (crying hysterically) I just don’t see why those two can’t work things out.
——我不知道我们之间还有没有可能，但我不愿意让它成为不可能
May 05 燃点在哪里每个人，每一天，都有一些事是期待着看到、发生和去做的吧。
就像早上睁开眼睛想到今天要穿的美衫，旋转办公之隙想到下班可赴的约会、可接的孩子，疲惫返家之途想到进门可见的宠物、可口的饭菜，等等。有了这些精神为之一振的盼头，日子的平白与难耐才易于通过一些，时间的暴力才不至于发指到遥遥无期。人就是这么容易安慰的动物，今朝有酒，即可安度，囚犯也不例外。
那个醉于酒的时刻，即是那一段生命的燃点。火光之下，是一颗灼烧的心，和不失美好的蓬勃征途。
只是我的燃点，已经越来越不明显了，要去哪里找回呢
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